This was it.

I wasn't going to wake up one day and suddenly find my world perfect the way I want to. Not unless I do something about it. If I was ever going to do something about it, it's NOW.


They say one is at his/her weakness when he/she falls sick.

I don't mind sharing but I don't like feeling as though I have been bloody made use of or being taken for granted... What is with your attitude? Tell me why I should put up with that attitude.

I guess they may be on to something there. I feel terrible with running nose (sneezing non-stop like crazy) and spinning/ burning head... Come to think of it, there is no best time for falling sick BUT this seems to be one of the WORSE times ever!

Fri 7 Aug'09: MRSH COMMON TEST
Wed 12 Aug'09: MRSH deliverables
Fri 14 Aug'09: Integrated Project Presentation
Wed 26 Aug'09: SM FINAL EXAM
Fri 28 Aug'09: BMM FINAL EXAM

In a way or two, being in such a situation (feeling very unwell) tend to trigger off more negative thoughts. It probably made you more senstive than normal. It’s when your thirst for love and for concern is at its strongest. Even a simple "Are you ok?" is going to made you feel cared for. But of course, the first and foremost criterion is sincerity. To sense it from your family and friends just made you feel so much better : )

I know everyone is having a tough time so I am going to get well soon yeah!